[ thor is in his apartment, the trapping done up in an asgardian style with drapery and his heraldry-- thanks to one of the other lokis. he looks up at this brother's sudden appearance, not having expected it. his temper is still up, even as he tries to contain it ]
I brought you back, brother, from the void into which you sent yourself. It was not only I who had a hand in what you are.
how to explain what Loki had been? he suspects the boy knows more than he has ever let on, but knowledge is not the same as living with a mad brother, so often caught up in unreachable madness and all that came with it ]
We neither of us knew exactly what would be. Even you, when you planned this, I expect did not know just what would come.
He wanted to die. He told me so. Because none of you would let him change.
[There's almost pity in how he regards the old man, though it's tinged with jealousy as well.]
But you're right, I doubt he planned for Loki to be ashamed of all he had done, all that he was. There were good things about that, though. I needed to change too, needed to prove everyone wrong. And I did. But even that wasn't good enough.
... I still don’t understand why he thought it necessary to split himself in two.
Regardless we’re going in circles. I can only be Loki, and as you’ve pointed out, I can only be a child. Perhaps you are not only Thor, but my author was not as kind. Though even an author’s best intentions can be twisted...
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[ thor is in his apartment, the trapping done up in an asgardian style with drapery and his heraldry-- thanks to one of the other lokis. he looks up at this brother's sudden appearance, not having expected it. his temper is still up, even as he tries to contain it ]
I brought you back, brother, from the void into which you sent yourself. It was not only I who had a hand in what you are.
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If I were Serrure, I wouldn't have...
[As much anger as he might have, he can't bring himself to finish that sentence.]
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[ he sighs, trying to reign his emotions in
how to explain what Loki had been? he suspects the boy knows more than he has ever let on, but knowledge is not the same as living with a mad brother, so often caught up in unreachable madness and all that came with it ]
We neither of us knew exactly what would be. Even you, when you planned this, I expect did not know just what would come.
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[There's almost pity in how he regards the old man, though it's tinged with jealousy as well.]
But you're right, I doubt he planned for Loki to be ashamed of all he had done, all that he was. There were good things about that, though. I needed to change too, needed to prove everyone wrong. And I did. But even that wasn't good enough.
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You w- [ don't say were ] -are a boy, and for all your cleverness there are things which experience gave him which you could not have foreseen.
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... I still don’t understand why he thought it necessary to split himself in two.
Regardless we’re going in circles. I can only be Loki, and as you’ve pointed out, I can only be a child. Perhaps you are not only Thor, but my author was not as kind. Though even an author’s best intentions can be twisted...